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Struck down, but not destroyed

2/17/2014

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While rearranging and cleaning bedrooms today, I happened across an Evidence Bible that belongs to my son. It was a gift from his youth pastor seven years ago, used to prepare for a short term mission trip to New York City. As a 16 year old, Adam loved Jesus.  He was not at all timid about his commitment to God and was eager to witness to his peers.  He always enjoyed Sunday school, Christmas plays at church and truly had a love for the Lord. His nighttime prayers would have put some pastors to shame!  At age 10, he belted a version of “Awesome God” that would have made Rich Mullins proud. In recent years though , he had been to hell and back with his dad’s and my divorce. The let downs and disappointments that followed left him feeling abandoned. The Edge, as the youth group was called, was instrumental in keeping him from going over the edge. The positive male role models he was exposed to were filling a void that I could not. Returning from the trip, he was totally stoked; even more on fire for the Lord. Daily Bible reading became the norm, even on weekends! While camping one weekend, I recall him asking “Can you do me a favor, Mom? Could you bring me my Bible?”  I was so happy. We were so blessed. He was saved and then some.

As I grasp this Bible and open it, the words of truth are blurred by the onset of familiar tears. As I flip through the pages, a more peaceful time in our lives comes to mind. When did things change? At what point did this soldier for Christ  become clenched in the jaws of addiction? His decline began gradually but escalated to what I now know as the throes of addiction. I watched him die inside as my hope crumbled. The pain most days was unbearable.

This Bible was prematurely aged by Adam’s younger siblings and a large volume of milk. Despite my frantic attempt to save its pages by running it under water and heat drying it, the damage is obvious. Its crinkled pages and rough appearance, however, have not affected the truth within the binding, just as the pain and corruption caused by his addiction have failed to put out the light within my son. My desperate attempts to save Adam felt equally inadequate. This is a demon that even mothers are not equipped to defeat. I do take comfort in Romans 8:38-39 which says,For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.

I know when he accepted Christ, Adam was given the gift of the Holy Spirit. What God has started, he will be faithful to finish.

And I am sure of this, that he who began a good work in you will bring it to completion at the day of Jesus Christ. Philippians 1:6

Adam is in recovery, thanks be to God, but he struggles daily to stay clean. My prayer every day for my son is for his complete surrender to God and His perfect will. Jesus says ,
Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls
. Matthew 11:29

May he and all who struggle with addiction of any kind allow Jesus to carry the load and find rest from their burden.

The rate of death and incarceration due to drug use is skyrocketing. Addiction knows no boundaries. Satan loves the challenge of enticing a believer. Remind your young ones to never let their guard down, because one bad decision can mean a life long struggle. I know that someday Adam will be a vessel to bring God’s healing truth to the broken and hopeless. And just like that Bible, boldly proclaim truth despite the worlds attempt to destroy it.
                                             I love you, Adam.

But we have this treasure in jars of clay, to show that the surpassing power belongs to God and not to us. We are afflicted in every way, but not crushed; perplexed, but not driven to despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed; always carrying in the body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be manifested in our bodies. For we who live are always being given over to death for Jesus’ sake, so that the life of Jesus also may be manifested in our mortal flesh. So death is at work in us, but life in you. 2 Corinthians 4:7-12


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From the Mouths of Babes

2/10/2014

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Sledding. Some of my fondest childhood memories revolve around fun in the snow. Having a January birthday almost guaranteed at least one snow day within my birthday week. Best gift ever! My bestie Sonya, with her St. Bernard Fluff, and I spent more time outside than in. There was no concern of frostbite, only of how many hours of daylight remained! The neighborhood kids gathered sleds and toboggans and headed out to brave the elements, build ramps and forts and hopefully avoid injury! Tons of fun!

As an adult, I enjoy the snow a little less. However I do go out to play with my kiddos, if it's above 25 degrees! Yesterday was the perfect sledding day. Off to grandma's house we traveled; sleds and snow boards in tow. As children, my siblings and I clocked many hours on this particular hill. Several trips up and down improved the path's smoothness. Speed has always been the goal,of course.  Joe and I were joining in the fun, despite being "older" parents. While my husband felt the need to entertain the daredevil voice inside, I opted for the "Remember how you hate pain?" voice in my own head. I feel great today, my husband, not so much. You see, I chose to sit on the snowboard and enjoy a few pleasant yet safe trips to the bottom, while he chose to stand. Silly man. The inevitable  wipe out and ensuing pain ended his short, albeit stellar snowboarding career. Empathy was slightly overshadowed by giggles, but I did manage to ask ,"Would you like to live to see 50?!" He did not respond, but my daughter did. "I'm kind of excited to go; to meet Jesus." I was speechless for a moment, but responded, "Me too, but I like living here for now, how about you?" She said, " Oh, ya, but it will be neat to see everyone again." Wow...I am still blown away today.

Elated is an understatement of how I feel when one of my kids accepts Christ. But this day it was particularly poignant. You see, I have been doubting some faith stuff these past few days, kind of to the scary point. Isn't it just like God to use one of my babies to point my eyes back to heaven?! Thank you Jesus for my children. Their presence will always bring my focus back to you.

Matthew 21:15-17 (ESV)
15 But when the chief priests and the scribes saw the wonderful things that he did, and the children crying out in the temple, “Hosanna to the Son of David!” they were indignant, 16 and they said to him, “Do you hear what these are saying?” And Jesus said to them, “Yes; have you never read,
“‘Out of the mouth of infants and nursing babies
    you have prepared praise’?”
17 And leaving them, he went out of the city to Bethany and lodged there.


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...and the greatest of these is love.

2/3/2014

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1 Corinthians 13- If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal.  And if I have prophetic powers, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing.  If I give away all I have, and if I deliver up my body to be burned,a]">[a] but have not love, I gain nothing.  Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant  or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful;b]">[b]  it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. 7Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

  Love never ends. As for prophecies, they will pass away; as for tongues, they will cease; as for knowledge, it will pass away.  For we know in part and we prophesy in part,  but when the perfect comes, the partial will pass away.  When I was a child, I spoke like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I gave up childish ways. For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I have been fully known.


  So now faith, hope, and love abide, these three; but the greatest of these is love.


How many weddings have we attended where we have heard this scripture? It contains some of the most recognizable Bible verses, even among non believers. Why then, do we continue to ignore the message? This four letter word has the power to overcome so much of our daily grief, if only we choose to show it. It’s simple, really.

 Is your child being disobedient? Love him. Is your spouse argumentative? Love him. Is your neighbor antagonizing? Love him. Are there family members who don’t share your love for Christ? Love them.

We know that we, too are unlovable at times, yet Romans 5:8 tells us that “God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.” What better demonstration of love could we experience? 

It’s not easy loving those who we deem undeserving, but it is a command that we cannot ignore. Who am I to count someone unworthy of love, even in a moment? None of us deserves the love of Christ that is grace, but we receive it as a free gift.

February is typically a month we show love with gifts and cards. Let us make every effort to show kindness and love daily by sharing a smile, an invitation or a compassionate word, without the prompting of a greeting card holiday.

                                                    P.S. I love you!!

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